Finally back again

I still can believe it - I'm back HOME. The terrible 28 days of separation are finally gone, I arrived two days ago after 16 hours of flying time at the St.Louis Airport. When the little jet approached to land there were tears coming up in my eyes - and I still start to cry when I'm thinking of this. But they really startet to float when I saw my honey standing there waiting for me - it was an incredible feeling to fall into his arms and to feel, to smell him. And obviously it had been the same with him. We couldn't stop to touch each other to make sure that it's really true and not only a dream.
After we had picked up my luggage (by the way, everything arrived this time, but my suitcase got a bit damaged this time - but everything inside was ok) we went to the car and I couldn't believe my eyes - there was a bunch of wonderful dark red roses and three cute, funny balloons waiting for me in the car. I didn't know if I should laugh or cry. Baby, thank you so much - you are so wonderful!
We came home and our babies Snaps and Laces obviously appreciated it to have their Mommy back. Laces even ate the salad that was left from my flying trip - she must have been really desperate..... or she was that happy that she didn't notice that she is a cat and not a bunny *LooooL* Since the time I set one foot into our palace again she's always around me, giving me love bites (preferable into my hair when I'm sitting on the couch), killing me all kind of things and lying next to me longing for strokes or to be brushed. Snaps starts again to snuggle close to me when I'm lying in bed. Both are purring so loud when I'm petting them. They are happy to have their Mommy back.

David took the day off yesterday, the weather was wonderful, although a little bit windy. We ran some errands - especially grocery shopping. We both enjoy to do that. My sweety got himself sunglasses and he looks soooo cool when he wears them - WoooW! It was a wonderful, funny day, we only got very tired when we got back. I had been some kind of dizzy - I'm still struggling a bit to be back in the other time-zone, so I went to bed very early to make good for the lack of sleep that I had the days before. I'm feeling better now, but I will try to take it easy during the next few days. My body is really worn out after the efforts of the passed month.

Speaking of the past month - yes, I have managed to get rid of my house. Everything has been taken care of and this chapter of my passed life is definitely closed. Therefore I don't want to write more about all what had happened during the past month. I'm waiting now that the cardboard boxes with all my personal things will arrive at the end of April. My home is here now, my house in Vienna is a thing of the past. I don't regret anything - this terrible time had to happen, maybe it was a very good thing to make sure once more that my decision had been the right one and to see once again that neither David nor I can live without each other any more.

I want to thank everybody in Vienna who helped me to accomplish everything in time - many thanks to my sweet asshole Axl and his sister, who both did an incredible job and still take care of the last things. I also want to thank my daughter Michaela who came from Styria two times although she is in the process of getting her medicine-study done (in a difficult period - she's going to have the biggest exam within the next weeks) and of course my sister Ulli who is always busy but was also always there when I needed her. I want to thank my honey for his incredible help in the mental way - without seeing him on the webcam and talking to him every day (and night) I wouldn't have been able to be that strong. My thanks also go to my aunt Hilde, I hope she will visit us next year as she promised to do.
And I want to thank especially Mom and the God Lord who always had an eye at me all the time. Thank you so very much!

I'm so glad and happy to be back where I belong.........

Being in Austria.....

I arrived more than one week ago here in Vienna - but it's not the same any more like in the past. Additionally I feel like being in an ice-age; it's cold, almost every day there's new snow falling and the "old" one is only melting a bit. What a difference to Illinois, where the spring is almost there.
However - I'm busy with trying to close my affairs here. Unfortunately my teeth got me a bit in trouble, but it's not as bad as I had thought. I had to have a surgery done today, but I'm not in pain because of a wonderful dentist. Thank you, Gloria - and of course also your team, you are great!
My house is a big mess - it really drives me crazy, but I guess this will not change much before I will leave. I'm very thankful that Michaela, my daughter, is here right now for a few days and she did a great job! I know exactly that I wouldn't have been able to accomplish such a lot of things alone. Thank you Michi!
I'm missing my darling David so very much. We are on the phone every day and thankfully our webcams work. I do not mind to get up in the middle of the night when he comes home from work - that's natural for me. I need to see him, to chat or talk with him for a while and to ask him about his day and the latest news from Mascoutah. I also miss Snaps, the feeling that he cuddles himself between my legs - in fact when I wake up in the night I turn around just like he would be there - until I notice that I'm in a bed in Vienna. I could hear my little spoiled princess Laces on the phone for several times - yelling at her daddy and claiming her treats. That spoiled, demanding, smart, incredible, little shit. I'm also missing Dad, but I called him two times and it's good to hear his voice and to know that he is doing fine. And hopefully he will not forget to eat! Dad, think about your pants! You should try to fit into them again!!! :-)

As far as I can see and hear - and of course feel - is my honey doing fine. Our incredible "connection" still works just like in the earlier days before we met in person. And that is a very good thing to experience while we have to be separated right now. I only got scared a couple of days ago when I didn't hear or read anything from him, but thankfully everything is ok. He had spent time with Cassie - he said they had a good time together, along with good talks. I know that my sweetie is always in a hurry (we really have to work on our time-managment, baby! gggggg) and hadn't been able to leave me a message. That's ok, as long as I know that he's ok. It's good to know that they two spent a lot of time talking about important and essential things of the past and also about the new situation. I hope we can do this again in a threesome when I'm back.

Mom always said,"I'm totally blessed". Yes, Mom, I'm totally blessed too. I know that you and the Good Lord continue to take good care of David and me. I felt it so strongly today during my surgery. You surely know that I'm always scared about a dentist - and today that big challenge! But surprisingly I couldn't feel any fear when I went there. I was some kind of cool, although I knew that it wouldn't be a funny thing. Thank you, Mom - you are so wonderful!

19 days left......... and I will be back to hug my wonderful husband again in person. I can't wait!